January 2011
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“Years of frustration lay down side by side, and its only you who can tell me...”
– Portishead
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I hate who I am and everything I do.
“‘The dream is beautiful,’ she said quietly. ‘Make it come true.’”
– Herman Hesse, Demain (via nightmarebrunette)
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Day 5- A habit you wish you didn't possess.
Biting my nails
Having a sweet tooth
Self harming
Being a flirt
Being an impulse spender
Clicking my neck and fingers
I’m sure theres more!
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i want:
canibethinplz:
a flat stomach
a gap between my thighs
fragile little wrists
hip bones and collar bones
legs that go on for miles
a teeny tiny little bum
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“Slut-bashing is a cheap and easy way to feel powerful. If you feel insecure or...”
– Leora Tanenbaum, Slut! Growing Up Female with a Bad Reputation (via dr-clear-heels) (via femaletroubled)
It hurts my heart to hear anyone call a woman a slut, but it also makes me laugh because what they really mean is that she’s free to live a life they won’t allow themselves
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17495) I don't hate eating. I love eating,...
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4/12 Have you changed in the past year?
Oh Lord, where to start. Last year was somewhat of a write off for me, my symptoms reached new lows and I generally spent a whole year self destructing. Last year I
Got officially diagnosed with BPD
Tried to kill myself
Attempted to destroy my relationship with Daniel. (if you’re reading, im still so so sorry)
Lost the home Daniel and I...
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So on Tuesday, I tried to talk to my Mama about being diagnosed with an eating disorder.
She’s suffered from anorexic behaviour for as long as I can remember so I thought she might be able to offer a little support or guidance.
I was so wrong.
I was trying to explain how I only feel worthwhile if my stomach is empty and how I hate myself for eating even a normal amount of food and how I...
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Over-thinking ruins you. Ruins the situation,...
ambivalence-:
Story of my life.
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Skinny Challenge day 1
So today was the start of
awfuljusttosee’s competition
Heres how I did
Calories- 580. (320 under my 900 limit) Exercise- Half an hour power walk/jog.
Health- No binges or purges etc
Nutrition- 2 Portions of veggies for dinner.
A fair first day!
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Explain your blog name.
Well, my name is Charlotte Meade, I’m a girl and I’m kinda small. A Little Miss Meade you could say.
pinkpantherxx asked: Actually maybe i'm not the best person to say what i thought as i wasn't exactly amazed by it. I actually found it kinda disturbing xx
pinkpantherxx asked: Shall i let you know what i think of the film? Supposedly there's some triggering scenes in it.. xx
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I’m in the doctors right now, waiting to see someone who blatantly isn’t Dr. Harrison because he’s decided to drop off the edge of the world and hasn’t been available since before Christmas. The nurse says he’ll be back next week but I’ve already been waiting a month for my referral to the specialist place over in Leicester and because it would be way to easy to...
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Today
I hate everything.